Mr.Orth

I don't think people realize how nice you are, I respect you more now. You are a good teacher.

- Went to the doctors today, doctor said i'm ok and this shouldn't effect me. "This will not get in the way of you living till your 110, or having 12 grandchildren!"

- DAMN, but one of my closest friends talk shit about me? damnnn

NEVER SLIP.

I just realized now, don't let one person make you feel like a douche.

If you know you made a mistake and you apologize, that's all you can do. That's what I did. MOVE ON, GO FORWARD, DON'T LOOK BACK. We all fuck up once in a while.

“I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.”

"When I say ... "I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
Now I'm found and forgiven."
When I say ... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.
When I say ... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.
When I say ... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.
When I say ... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.
When I say ... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.
When I say ... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simple sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow"

Love sick octopus

^ Thats for Frankie, lollll.

FEB26 4PM to 9PM- Join us at Chevy's for a fundraising event! (141 Hickey Blvd) see lyle, ralph, matt louie, tiff, nina or I for a flyer (or anyone else doing pie ranch)

Today kind of succked. In Bio I sat behind Frankie because I didn't want to sit next to Toni. Got a test back, 172/300 -____-, lol. We went to the library to do research. Read a book to Tiff, Marissa, and Frankie about depression, haha. Wtfuck, why did we chose to do octopi for our animal, that shit is hella gross. Haha.

Advisory - Got our transcript and our plan for JR YR. Theater Arts and Photography next yr for an elective... shitt maybe, haha. AP Wrld Hist and English, Chem for science and Physics during the summer? Alg II for math and then im set. Frankie and I our trying to have as many classes as we can together, HOPEFULLY its a good chance.

I forget what happened with break, haha.

Humanities - people don't know how to shut the fuck up!! fuck. BORING ASS CLASS TODAY.

Geometry - SOCAHTOA!!! Hella get thaat shit!

After school Frankie came over. ILOVEMONEY, GUITARHERO3, sims... haha

Thursday - Saturday

Thursday left to ranch to go to the bus stop around 11:30, got there and waited for jennifer. The bus came and jennifer was hella running towards it so I stalled, hahaha. Got to SSYC and DJ was already there, met the new staffer. Paulo came and then we left. Youth Purchase Surveys. I think 11 stores? 2 Buys. Haha. After that my mom picked me and jenn up at we went to my house, played a little GH3 and wrapped Frankie up a present. Mom drove Jenn, Frankie, and I to Linda Mar around 6. We went to the beach and drank Frankie's present, lmfao. Basically walked around Linda Mar... wish we had surf boards though -_____- hahahaha. Took bus, Frankie and I walked jenn home. Frankie came over and left around 10.

On Friday I basically chilled at home. Hilary came over and we waited for my mom, fuckin hilary! I was hella screaming for her, hahahah. Left the house around 5. Bonfire was epic. Had hella fun, hahah.

Yesterday went to Elephant Bar for Angelica's going away and then the movies and we watched Fired up. Hella fun today, have a safe trip home angelica! Hopefully see you duuring spring break.




THE SHIT I GET FOR DEFENDING SOMEONE! Thats bullshit.

Thank you God.

For letting me take that blood test, and letting us detect this before I could have gotten sick. Thank you God.

woah

IM DONE. I fucked up. I need help though, can't do this shit alone. Support.

I AM DONE.


im sorry

dissapointment

Yea, made a mistake. May have let some people down, but ultimately in the end, I let myself down.

Yesterday: RALLY = weak. Sophomores = LET DOWN. Shout outs to the cheerleader squad, you guys were good. You guys have balls and don't trip off the people who don't support you.
SAW ANGELICA, welcome back dude. YOU WERE MISSED!
- After school met up with Kris and we decided to follow Jeremy and Patrik. Saw Krystle, Tristan, David, and Sean. They took bus with us. Tristan invited us to his house and went there. Hella nice house. Kris and I went to the game. Left, yea. later.

quick one

+ freshman annoy me, lol.
+ tomorrow should be hella fun.
+ today was chill, felt a little off though.
+ life on a farm, lets go! Haha, march 30!
- wanna help us fundraise? Go to chevys on feb26, ask me/matt/ralph/lyle/tiff for a flyer! Itd be a big help!
+ rally + quad = tomorrow.
+ movies after?
+ freshman still annoy me, lol.

GH3

Got guitar hero,
+ Ralph and I did a pretty damn good job on the presentation.
+ What's happening for friday?

Presenting tomorrow

Ralph and I hella got this shit! We practiced and got 10:21?! Siiiick!! Kicked it w/ Ralph for a while then with Tiff and Frankie. Hella chilllll!!

(CHILL ICE FROST FREEZE[R]) hahaha

+ I WANT to.... but I Won't
+ And aye bro, I was only telling you the truth.

I need to quit

I really do. I realize its bad but I still do it. Friday was really a big realize day for me. I realized that this shit fucks people up. Fuck man, its bad, I need to quit. At this point im done with it, I see people at school doing it but 10x's worse. I don't wanna get fucked up on this shit, everytime I feel guilty and yea. Im an open person, and I am done with doing it. I need to stay committed.

Happy Belated Bday Ralph

Yesterday went bad from hella good.
School was ok, had hella time to work on note cards. Everything was in set for Ralph's bday surprise from all of us (no homo) lmfao.
- After school bussed with Chris to D.C. bart then 390 to Jeff. Watched the JV girls game, another win! Good shit JV girls. Steven and Ralph came and we watched JV boys.
- After the JV boys game Me, Tina, Lyle, Chris, Matt, Ralph, and Steven went hella far away. "Damn your mom parks hella far" hahah. After that went to Jack in The Box, Damn tina.. lmfao. Walked to the 390 stop after and waited for the bus. Every 5 minutes Ralph asked "What time?!" lmfaoo. Saw Reginelle at BART, mom dropped of my money. We all went to watch The Uninvited, it was a good movie. hahaha. Went home around 11:30, KO'd at 12. GOOOOOD DAY.

Poor Yammona, lmfao

+ CAHSEE, easiest fucking test I've ever taken in my life. Fuck long stories though!!
+ FIGHT AT LUNCH!!! Hahaha feel hella bad for Yammona. She did an ok job though, from my view. ahahah
+ Skipped PE to donate blood, not that bad. "Be nice to me, I gave blood today."
+ DAMN FRIDAY, HURRY UP!! Another big plan with drunkie? hahah the shit we do.

CAHSEE

+ Happy Birthday to my Big Sister, you are the only real life sibling that acts like one.


CAHSEE is tomorrow, not even trippin off of it, only thing I MIGHT do is review geom notes and look over alg1 shit.

I am hella ready for Life On A Farm, fuck yeaaa!!
+ STOKED FOR FRIDAY!!! Ralph's birthday, QUAD AT JEFF, kghdpfghjh. Drunkie and I are master planners


+ DONATING BLOOD TOMORROW!